Hello my dear Zen. How are you? I h

Hello my dear Zen.
How are you? I hope you're doing well. I'm all right. Zen you really became my very close friend! With each your letter, I understand that you created for me. You're the most wonderful and beautiful person I've ever met in my life. I think the day will come when we will be able to see the reality of each other. I believe in this, and I want to. :)
During the time that we're familiar with. I realized that it is indeed possible to love a man on the internet. I myself used to think that this is impossible. But now it seems to me that this is possible. Because I'm beginning to understand what you're getting really close to me. And I understand that I can not imagine my life without you and your emails. You are for me has become more than just a friend. You could bewitch me with your letters. And it may seem, but I think I'm starting to fall in love with you.
It is true and I can not hide it from you. Because I am with you always said sincerely. And I want you to know this. I recently often think of you Zen. I'm waiting for your letters, and when I get your letter my heart begins to beat harder and I start to glow, just happiness. I do not know exactly all this, and in fact if I have feelings for you. Because I myself still can not figure it out. And I can not understand what I have going on in my mind and in my heart. I think it will be seen later. But what kind of feelings I have for you there. I can not even describe it to you now. I feel a great affection for you that's for sure, and I have for you a big draw. You become close to me as my parents and my friends. I am very afraid to make a mistake choosing their loved so I'm not sure of anything.
Now I have a great deal of excitement in my soul. Since I am writing you a letter, and I'm afraid to tell you about their feelings. Because suddenly you're not so understand my letter. And you will, with a smile belongs to my sincere letter. I do not want my letter. You started with me just to play on my feelings. And I hope that you do not bring me into my life, disappointment in you. I write to you, all I think about you and me. I think that sincerity is first of all, to build a life together than people in love. And I'd like to ask you. Whether or not you have something like that? Do you have what may be feelings for me? Do you have any affection for me. You may also be attracted to me as I to you? Have you changed your life, after I entered into it? What do you feel when you read my letter? Answer me this, because it's very important for me to know. These are issues on which, I think, will depend on many things in our relationship with you. It seems to me that I was looking just for you my whole Zen short life. And I think that with you, I will be able to be truly happy. And I can live with you in the love of my life!
Love you!
Elena